A week has passed since our sunday lunch date and we havent really chatted since, a few brief Facebook chats but that is all and a few texts.
He knows my life is slightly complicated and I can tell he all he wants is to find a nice girl and settle down (he prob should stay clear of me then). I dont know I am letting things hang and we will see what happens or doesnt.
when you press self destruct
So I met Mr Darkside yesterday, he is awesome. Now I am convinced he doesn't think the same about me. I am not really sure why I am intent on pressing self destruct and watching my life disappear down the toilet. Why do I put myself out there, all my insecurities all my vulnerabilities out there for judgement. When I could stay at home with Mr Notsonaughty and have a comfortable life. No stress No excitement No drama No hurt feelings = that just wouldn't be me would it.
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