Into the Arms of Mr Darkside...

The other day... I was cuddled up with Mr Darkside..yes the one and only Mr Darkside...after Me and Mr Notsonaughty fell apart... I fell into the arms of Mr Darkside and to say I  am Happy is no under estimate on my current feelings... No Mr Darkside has never read this blog... do I want him too? Well I am not sure..its nice just to tell cyber space my odd ramblings.

Anyway back on track as I mentioned.. then elabrated  I was cuddled up with Mr Darkside ..and I was wondering why he got that blog name as it doesnt really describe him but some where in the midist of all the crazy it suited him and I look back with affection on that name.

So where did I leave off.. well yep me and Mr Notsonaughty parted ways...I suppose it should have happened 18 months before it did , but I am rubbish at owning up to how i think and feel about things I suppose the blog helped in some way .. as a way to get feelings out there and work through them.

Although I am not sure what cheating on someone means about you?

I suppose for me it meant I was unhappy dreadfully Unhappy and  that my only escape ended up being in the illcit activity .... and to be fair (if there is a being fair) I woke up to myself in time .. just in time.

So in the middle of all the chaos that fell around me.. after a month or so long silence from Mr Darkside I made contact ..yep I intiated it and I suppose as my situiaon was a lot more clearer things flowed a lot quicker... like a mini whirlwind! :) (big grins) ....

so the world sounds peachy! ... but you know there is a BIG arse BUTT coming......